I discovered something extraordinary that day. For
some neurological disorder, I couldn’t dream, I found out. They told me that I
was gifted, that anything I would dream would come true. That’s why I would
dream only once in my entire lifetime, and I could have everything I wanted.
As I child, I figured, they were just trying to
make me feel better. But this idea stuck with me. What haunted me was this uncertainty
- what if that night came, and I didn’t know what I wanted. My mind was
restless. It wanted to get there fast. But it did not know where.
I discovered the science of dream control. But I
wasn’t sure if it would work when the time came. I never dreamt, I could never
practice it. But that was the least of my worries. I had to figure out what I
wanted.
Once you have to ability to have anything in your
life, it’s your ability to decide on what you want that matters most. And that
was exactly what I didn’t have.
I was obsessed until they came again, and said
that it was impossible. “You should stop wasting your time, and make something
of your life.”
I understood that they were either lying, or they
lied 20 years ago. I couldn’t accept either.
The day was approaching, I could feel. I needed
help. I needed someone to tell me what I wanted. And I knew this was
impossible.
The day
came. I dreamt. And I dreamt of you. You came and you knew, without me telling,
what I wanted. There’s a strange sense of calm now that I’ve woken up again. I’ve
never known this feeling before.
It’s not about having it all. It’s not about
living a dream. It’s about dreaming a life. Perhaps, have someone to share that
dream with. And you can live by this dream – by this dream of whatever life may
come.
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